| Location | Whithorn |
| Age | 45 years |
| Cause of Death | Cancer |
| Date of Birth | 11/06/1946 |
| Date of Death | 31/03/1992 |
| Visitors | 864 since 28/05/2008 |
| Creator | |
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John Vickers Bennewith (Jackie) passed away at home on 31st march 1992
There is just so much i have got to say, i will never have enough space in the world to write it dad,
Not a day goes by when i dont think of you.
it might be 17 years to some people but to me those 17 years feels like yesterday.
till we meet again dad you are forever in my thoughts, im with you day and night
they say time is a healer, that i dont find true.
if i had one wish today
it would be for me to hold onto you.
i love and miss you so much dad,
every day is a step closer
till im with you again, miss u so much
love
Amanda xxxx
WHY DID YOU GO
It was in 1992 we found out you had lung cancer! only in the october you watch me get married,your wish did come true about 2 weeks later,i did leave and moved back to England.
I had 3 kids Jake,Jasmyn,Caitlyn,(no grandkids)yay,Dereks here with his fiance Sara,they have 4 kids and im proud to tell you hopefully we will have another wee gunner running around soon,Sara is pregnant with there 5th.theres dec;an n mckenzie there 13 (twins) ani(6) Lola(5)Decks doing good,misses u lots.Jaquelines still in scotland with Jeff (never met him) vicki shes 19 got a wee lass Alesha your first grand kid,you held her 3 weeks b4 u died,u were so ill bt this time so tired.
Mum shes in england,she tried to live back home but could do it without you,it hurts her to much,granny grampa ambrose died too granny only lasy yr,winky 5 or 6 yr,thats done her head in,shes doing really good and shes happy well dad thats a brief up-date,you watch ill have use all the letters up miss n love you dad xxx
Happy fathers day
Wish you was ere the day auld yin to give ya a card,and spoil ya rotten like i did, i miss you more n more as the yrs go on. anyway the quicker they go the sooner i will be with ya again, till that time comes god bless dad miss ya so so much
will always love you
mandy xxx
great neice
god uncle jackie remember when i use come doon whithorn to see you all we granny doreen n granda jimmy must o only been aboot 5yr old lol god am 25 now haha always will remember youxxxxxxxxxxxx
thinking of you
Dad
Dad…so many images come to mind
whenever I speak your name;
It seems without you in my life
things have never been the same.
What happened to those lazy days
when I was just a child;
When my life was consumed in you
in your love, and in your smile.
What happened to all those times
when I always looked to you;
No matter what happened in my life
you could make my gray skies blue.
Dad, some days I hear your voice
and turn to see your face;
Yet in my turning…it seems
the sound has been erased.
Dad, who will I turn to for answers
when life does not make sense;
Who will be there to hold me close
when the pieces just don’t fit.
Oh, Dad, if I could turn back time
and once more hear your voice;
I’d tell you that out of all the dads
you would still be my choice.
Please always know I love you
and no one can take your place;
Years may come and go
but your memory will never be erased.
Today, Jesus, as You are listening
in your home above;
Would you go and find my dad
and give him all my love.
for today
19 years today then dad,
how fast has this time gone,
i only wish that you were here
so i wouldnt feel all alone.
your not here, and cannot be
this i try to except
the love i have within my heart
will remain for 19 more years.ill hold ur memories
close to my heart, and remember them thro
a river of tears.
i love you dad
and will forever do
love
Amanda xxx
dad
just called by to say hello.
i miss u dad, everyday goes slow.
one day ill find you that is true.
id travel the world just to get hold of you.
not a day goes by i dont think of u
the grieving pain dont ease its true
17 yrs so long ago
the pains so hard i cant let go
anyway dad i just want to say.
i love u more and more each day
god bless you
amanda xxxx
aw jeek wot can i say.we were brought up in the same house like brother n sister instead of just being your niece.many a fall out we had over the football .i know rangers are still the best.but many a laugh and joke and tears we shared but the most i cried was when you left us.when i see a snowdrop i think of you and i still miss you to this day i know your in safe hands and someday i'll see you again.god bless you jackie.ann
memories
thank goodness for all the memories we will always have when loved ones pass on and no one can ever take them away r.i.p x
my dad
I love you dad I had so much to say
and now I don't get a chance,
because you have been taken away.
I hurt so bad and this is true,
is this all because of you.
I want you back to stop the pain,
I just want my dad again,
I didn't know much about you,
right from the very start,
and now I hold all these thoughts
right here in my heart.
I think of you every day,
wishing you didn't pass away.
I always shed a mountain of tears,
I've been waiting for you for years,
You didn't even know my favorite thing,
you didn't even know that I could sing
You didn't know my heart was so blue,
Did you ever love me too.
The day you called me to say "hello"
I knew you didn't have that long to go
I wanted to be with you there and than,
not just as a daughter but also a friend.
I don't blame you dad for the paths we all take
but before you know it , it could be to late.
So now all I can say is I love you Dad, and Good Bye....
love n miss u so much xxxxxxxx
daddys girl
He looks at her as she giggles.
she stares at him thinking that's my Daddy.
She gets older hardly seeing him, waiting,
no sign of him.
He comes home drunk smelling of liquor.
She doesn't care,
you're my Daddy she says and I love you.
Her mother's tired but stays with him for her children.
Daddy's little girl gets older,
she takes care of her Daddy.
He gets sick .
He is put in the hospital slowly dying,
she cries Daddy don't leave me.
Her heart is breaking slowing.
She hoping he gets better,
hoping the doctors are wrong.
Doctors give up hope but does not still hoping.
It gets harder for Daddy to breath,
three more breaths a Smile from daddy she misses it' he smiles again,
silence then he's gone.
She doesn't want to let go.
Its time to say good bye, good bye Daddy I love you.
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